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July 25, 2010 | 1:04 AM
the blog is updated now !!!
my last update was May ! hahaha
i was busy recently ...
imma in sem 2 now, is freaking dying semester ==
tutor incharge is very nice ! heart her so much :))))
summative exam again around the corner
i m still playing around while my result had dropped when formative
seriously, i have to start facing the books not facing the laptop
but, today i had wasted my day facing laptop 1 whole day
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was texting with him just now...
seriously, i duno why ...
i feel happy to see his reply ~
i had kept every single msg he gave ... why i did these????
i can't explain to it too ~
the thing is i will never get the chance kay?
but, why i still keep on doing all kind of non sense !?
frankly, i miss you very much !
every single word you text me means a lot to me
i know i gonna to stop these stupid, helo !
don;t go play with fire !
*dying*
feel like wanna to cry everytime people telling me ...
stop, ling .
but, I just cannot ! okay?
I need some time :(
this post is just to make my blog be updated !
my last update was May ! hahaha
i was busy recently ...
imma in sem 2 now, is freaking dying semester ==
tutor incharge is very nice ! heart her so much :))))
summative exam again around the corner
i m still playing around while my result had dropped when formative
seriously, i have to start facing the books not facing the laptop
but, today i had wasted my day facing laptop 1 whole day
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was texting with him just now...
seriously, i duno why ...
i feel happy to see his reply ~
i had kept every single msg he gave ... why i did these????
i can't explain to it too ~
the thing is i will never get the chance kay?
but, why i still keep on doing all kind of non sense !?
frankly, i miss you very much !
every single word you text me means a lot to me
i know i gonna to stop these stupid, helo !
don;t go play with fire !
*dying*
feel like wanna to cry everytime people telling me ...
stop, ling .
but, I just cannot ! okay?
I need some time :(
this post is just to make my blog be updated !
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May 29, 2010 | 9:29 PM
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May 24, 2010 | 11:02 PM
又到了写blog的时候咯...
说真的, 从我生日过后的那一天到最近我都过得不这么开心
原因就不想多说了
其实自己也不懂是发生什么事
人与人之间感情
我才发现原来是如此的脆弱
有时会想放弃
但是想起来, 要为了别人要放弃自己的理想
不值得 ...
要在这里开心的过下去
其实没什么头绪
因为总不懂别人想什么
互相猜度只是让关系变得糟糕
说不要为了小事伤心
这说不上是小事
可是毕竟也有几个月的感情
朋友
究竟对我来说 是什么
现在才懂不是每个朋友都像自己的老朋友那样
也许这里的朋友只是个名词
此时此刻,
我很想这三年赶快过完
因为我很想要开心
其实
我很容易满足
我只是要开心
我只是要有很好很好很好的朋友...
但是这个我懂 failed ...
因为这里不会有
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会很讨厌 别人的脸色
只是很想说,
我不是你的谁
就算是朋友 我也没有必要忍受你超烂的脾气
有时很想摊开出来,
但是我不想 因为我觉得自己调整调整自己的心理
就没有必要没事找事做
因为, 我们都大了
会很无奈fb的status
因为 ....
自己懂啦
ok ... 啰嗦完了
发现最近都在写着这样的东西...
我看我要stop了啦 ...
hahahahhahahaha ////
因为要开心 !!!
说真的, 从我生日过后的那一天到最近我都过得不这么开心
原因就不想多说了
其实自己也不懂是发生什么事
人与人之间感情
我才发现原来是如此的脆弱
有时会想放弃
但是想起来, 要为了别人要放弃自己的理想
不值得 ...
要在这里开心的过下去
其实没什么头绪
因为总不懂别人想什么
互相猜度只是让关系变得糟糕
说不要为了小事伤心
这说不上是小事
可是毕竟也有几个月的感情
朋友
究竟对我来说 是什么
现在才懂不是每个朋友都像自己的老朋友那样
也许这里的朋友只是个名词
此时此刻,
我很想这三年赶快过完
因为我很想要开心
其实
我很容易满足
我只是要开心
我只是要有很好很好很好的朋友...
但是这个我懂 failed ...
因为这里不会有
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会很讨厌 别人的脸色
只是很想说,
我不是你的谁
就算是朋友 我也没有必要忍受你超烂的脾气
有时很想摊开出来,
但是我不想 因为我觉得自己调整调整自己的心理
就没有必要没事找事做
因为, 我们都大了
会很无奈fb的status
因为 ....
自己懂啦
ok ... 啰嗦完了
发现最近都在写着这样的东西...
我看我要stop了啦 ...
hahahahhahahaha ////
因为要开心 !!!
Labels: expression, feeling ♥
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May 20, 2010 | 10:48 AM
so bored in the hostel ...
i think i need to talk with friend ~~~
but nobody can be talked with ...
gonna to work later on .
i took 2 eggs for my breakfast ...
feel wanna vomit ! because everyday full of eggs ! bahahaha
but no choice, egg is the only food in my cupboard !
and smtg !!
will have 2 days off for next week
because of wesak day !
but, i duno about wesak day actually ...
as well as got holiday means THUMB UP !
was talking with fren last night !
was very sad for the whole day ... idk why ...
maybe ... shopping can cure me !
hahahahaha~
it's so boring to stay in the hostel and nobody can talk with ...
hw sad my life is .... TT
i wanna hangout with my friends !!!
hope i can get my day-off on weekends ! hehehehe
nothing much to share / blog ....
just craping around ;)
gonna to study for awhile ! hahaha~
bye!
p/s: i miss the very-short-hair suddenly ...
i think i need to talk with friend ~~~
but nobody can be talked with ...
gonna to work later on .
i took 2 eggs for my breakfast ...
feel wanna vomit ! because everyday full of eggs ! bahahaha
but no choice, egg is the only food in my cupboard !
and smtg !!
will have 2 days off for next week
because of wesak day !
but, i duno about wesak day actually ...
as well as got holiday means THUMB UP !
was talking with fren last night !
was very sad for the whole day ... idk why ...
maybe ... shopping can cure me !
hahahahaha~
it's so boring to stay in the hostel and nobody can talk with ...
hw sad my life is .... TT
i wanna hangout with my friends !!!
hope i can get my day-off on weekends ! hehehehe
nothing much to share / blog ....
just craping around ;)
gonna to study for awhile ! hahaha~
bye!
p/s: i miss the very-short-hair suddenly ...
Labels: little things
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May 13, 2010 | 10:28 PM
最近不懂什么事...
觉得我们好像是陌生人..
很无奈, 可是我又不能做什么
别人想怎样 我改变不了
我只能说... 在这里生活, 人与人的关系是很表面罢了的
当有问题的时候, 不懂谁会帮你...
学会了很多事一定要靠自己...
一定要回独立 ~~
那是什么感受... 我自己也搞不清楚
只是懂自己要装到好像什么都没发生过...
可是那感受只有自己懂... 很难受是真的
真希望三年赶快过完吧!!!!
还有这么多个年头... 就辛苦自己啦!
我其实有很努力要挽回...
但是,人家还是这样... 我能怎样 ~~
我真的很不喜欢要摊开来讲, 因为我觉得没有这样的必要
我不懂摊开来过后是怎样...
所以我不喜欢...
可是也不需要用脸书来暗示我... 我真的会很伤心 TT
arghhhhhh~~~
如果人多一点也许会好一点 !
至少我可以选 ....
现在是我完全没得选择 ~~~
救命啊~! 有种快窒息的感觉 ...
我真的不想我们像陌生人一样 ... :(((((
Labels: random · life
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May 06, 2010 | 7:47 PM
I am freaking sleepy now...
but I still wanna blog because I feel want to blog @@
current tuned: Belaian Jiwa
Just now was having farewell party with our tutor incharge in sem 1
is sad regarding her leaving ...
we did a video for her yesterday in class !
lotsa photo wil be upload later !
and...
Seriously, i m so addicted to the song !!!
"seindah.......... bla bla bla"
"oh belaian jiwa"
it's a nice song !!!
but I still wanna blog because I feel want to blog @@
current tuned: Belaian Jiwa
Just now was having farewell party with our tutor incharge in sem 1
is sad regarding her leaving ...
we did a video for her yesterday in class !
lotsa photo wil be upload later !
and...
Seriously, i m so addicted to the song !!!
"seindah.......... bla bla bla"
"oh belaian jiwa"
it's a nice song !!!
Labels: memories ♥, random · life
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May 03, 2010 | 7:50 PM
Troubles are never end ~~~
This always happens on me ... I duno why ~
Friend
again and again ... friend ~~
It's not easy being others' friend ...
I try very hard sometimes to mix with my own friends ...
I don't feel like they are my friends ~~
It's hurting me when they act like hell
I thought I can have really really friends here ~~
But, now seem not dy
I try to act like normal ... while my heart is really freaking broken
不懂是我多心还是什么...
就是觉得感觉很不舒服
但是能怎样...
习惯就好咯... 陈韦伶
This always happens on me ... I duno why ~
Friend
again and again ... friend ~~
It's not easy being others' friend ...
I try very hard sometimes to mix with my own friends ...
I don't feel like they are my friends ~~
It's hurting me when they act like hell
I thought I can have really really friends here ~~
But, now seem not dy
I try to act like normal ... while my heart is really freaking broken
不懂是我多心还是什么...
就是觉得感觉很不舒服
但是能怎样...
习惯就好咯... 陈韦伶
Labels: feeling ♥, random · life
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May 02, 2010 | 5:19 PM
刚吃完一个杨桃... 超爱吃的~~因为它的味道
发现到, 没有学数学的日子 脑变笨去咯~
怎么办 !!!! 突然想念那些 add maths ....
hahahah~~
这篇blog是一篇pointless的文字罢了..
因为太久没有用华语料 ~
在college就是讲马来文 ... 英文 ~
更不用讲写和读 .. 真是担心自己不会看华语去 ~~
看会自己有一篇blog,
写这句"不是现在不好,只是以前比较开心"
我会想到的事是... 我在中学的生活 ~ 电子的生活 ~
我会觉得自己和别人又不一样的中学生涯 ...
因为我没有异族的朋友 ...
就算是异族, 他们也会华文.. hehe
电子的生活更加是多姿多彩~~~~
所有开心不开心 ... 我的中学生活就是离不开电子 ~
以前很多事情现在都让我觉得很开心...
原来回忆是很美的 ~
我, 就像以前一样没变 ...
一样不喜欢下雨
一样喜欢红色
一样想念电子
一样sampat ~~ :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
发现到, 没有学数学的日子 脑变笨去咯~
怎么办 !!!! 突然想念那些 add maths ....
hahahah~~
这篇blog是一篇pointless的文字罢了..
因为太久没有用华语料 ~
在college就是讲马来文 ... 英文 ~
更不用讲写和读 .. 真是担心自己不会看华语去 ~~
看会自己有一篇blog,
写这句"不是现在不好,只是以前比较开心"
我会想到的事是... 我在中学的生活 ~ 电子的生活 ~
我会觉得自己和别人又不一样的中学生涯 ...
因为我没有异族的朋友 ...
就算是异族, 他们也会华文.. hehe
电子的生活更加是多姿多彩~~~~
所有开心不开心 ... 我的中学生活就是离不开电子 ~
以前很多事情现在都让我觉得很开心...
原来回忆是很美的 ~
我, 就像以前一样没变 ...
一样不喜欢下雨
一样喜欢红色
一样想念电子
一样sampat ~~ :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Labels: little things
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May 01, 2010 | 7:51 PM
Had been years never update my blog d ~
I am so freaking lazy to update it :)
My roomates were all goin back to the hometown !
So, i am alone in the room now :( freaking bored
Was out to sunway this morning with jowyn !
wasting money day again ... bahahaha
i wanna to buy alot of stuff but ... insufficient money is the problem ==
and i think i can't keep wasting money on clothes !
but, girls are always like that ~
I had forced myself dun step in ICON ...
the stuff thr are nice !
mayb next week ? bahahahhaa~~~
feel sleepy ...
but i am so addicted to facebook !
don;t like college life ~
but i miss tat senior ! hehe
don;t the place which i sat in class for past 2 weeks !
so freaking bored to play with myself thr or
mengintai the senior beside thru the crack ... @@
sometimes i just don;t understand why ...
tat friend behave like this ...
it's irritating to see her when joking, laughing while talk to those malays
but muka masam when talk to me ...
i m so sad you did tat on my birthday.
i was crying in the class because of that...
i can't believe i did tat ! I tot i dun care for this ....
but actually i care for it so badly !
before goin out !
I am so freaking lazy to update it :)
My roomates were all goin back to the hometown !
So, i am alone in the room now :( freaking bored
Was out to sunway this morning with jowyn !
wasting money day again ... bahahaha
i wanna to buy alot of stuff but ... insufficient money is the problem ==
and i think i can't keep wasting money on clothes !
but, girls are always like that ~
I had forced myself dun step in ICON ...
the stuff thr are nice !
mayb next week ? bahahahhaa~~~
feel sleepy ...
but i am so addicted to facebook !
don;t like college life ~
but i miss tat senior ! hehe
don;t the place which i sat in class for past 2 weeks !
so freaking bored to play with myself thr or
mengintai the senior beside thru the crack ... @@
sometimes i just don;t understand why ...
tat friend behave like this ...
it's irritating to see her when joking, laughing while talk to those malays
but muka masam when talk to me ...
i m so sad you did tat on my birthday.
i was crying in the class because of that...
i can't believe i did tat ! I tot i dun care for this ....
but actually i care for it so badly !
before goin out !
Labels: feeling ♥, random · life
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March 22, 2010 | 5:54 PM
说真的... 我真的很想跟他们摊开来~~~
很讨厌! 很无奈这里的生活...
我很努力尝试自己适应这种无奈的生活,
但是, 真的是很辛苦咯~~
我希望自己可以离开 ==
自从那一天, 我知道这里"朋友"只是一个名词...
对我来说, 这里每一个所谓的朋友, 都只是一个名词 !
我在他们眼里也只是一个名词...
所以我不会在意... 在乎...
这就是这里的生活...
打交道纯粹是为了利益 =]
很讨厌! 很无奈这里的生活...
我很努力尝试自己适应这种无奈的生活,
但是, 真的是很辛苦咯~~
我希望自己可以离开 ==
自从那一天, 我知道这里"朋友"只是一个名词...
对我来说, 这里每一个所谓的朋友, 都只是一个名词 !
我在他们眼里也只是一个名词...
所以我不会在意... 在乎...
这就是这里的生活...
打交道纯粹是为了利益 =]
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