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May 13, 2010 | 10:28 PM
最近不懂什么事...
觉得我们好像是陌生人..
很无奈, 可是我又不能做什么
别人想怎样 我改变不了
我只能说... 在这里生活, 人与人的关系是很表面罢了的
当有问题的时候, 不懂谁会帮你...
学会了很多事一定要靠自己...
一定要回独立 ~~
那是什么感受... 我自己也搞不清楚
只是懂自己要装到好像什么都没发生过...
可是那感受只有自己懂... 很难受是真的
真希望三年赶快过完吧!!!!
还有这么多个年头... 就辛苦自己啦!
我其实有很努力要挽回...
但是,人家还是这样... 我能怎样 ~~
我真的很不喜欢要摊开来讲, 因为我觉得没有这样的必要
我不懂摊开来过后是怎样...
所以我不喜欢...
可是也不需要用脸书来暗示我... 我真的会很伤心 TT
arghhhhhh~~~
如果人多一点也许会好一点 !
至少我可以选 ....
现在是我完全没得选择 ~~~
救命啊~! 有种快窒息的感觉 ...
我真的不想我们像陌生人一样 ... :(((((
Labels: random · life
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May 06, 2010 | 7:47 PM
I am freaking sleepy now...
but I still wanna blog because I feel want to blog @@
current tuned: Belaian Jiwa
Just now was having farewell party with our tutor incharge in sem 1
is sad regarding her leaving ...
we did a video for her yesterday in class !
lotsa photo wil be upload later !
and...
Seriously, i m so addicted to the song !!!
"seindah.......... bla bla bla"
"oh belaian jiwa"
it's a nice song !!!
but I still wanna blog because I feel want to blog @@
current tuned: Belaian Jiwa
Just now was having farewell party with our tutor incharge in sem 1
is sad regarding her leaving ...
we did a video for her yesterday in class !
lotsa photo wil be upload later !
and...
Seriously, i m so addicted to the song !!!
"seindah.......... bla bla bla"
"oh belaian jiwa"
it's a nice song !!!
Labels: memories ♥, random · life
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May 03, 2010 | 7:50 PM
Troubles are never end ~~~
This always happens on me ... I duno why ~
Friend
again and again ... friend ~~
It's not easy being others' friend ...
I try very hard sometimes to mix with my own friends ...
I don't feel like they are my friends ~~
It's hurting me when they act like hell
I thought I can have really really friends here ~~
But, now seem not dy
I try to act like normal ... while my heart is really freaking broken
不懂是我多心还是什么...
就是觉得感觉很不舒服
但是能怎样...
习惯就好咯... 陈韦伶
This always happens on me ... I duno why ~
Friend
again and again ... friend ~~
It's not easy being others' friend ...
I try very hard sometimes to mix with my own friends ...
I don't feel like they are my friends ~~
It's hurting me when they act like hell
I thought I can have really really friends here ~~
But, now seem not dy
I try to act like normal ... while my heart is really freaking broken
不懂是我多心还是什么...
就是觉得感觉很不舒服
但是能怎样...
习惯就好咯... 陈韦伶
Labels: feeling ♥, random · life
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May 01, 2010 | 7:51 PM
Had been years never update my blog d ~
I am so freaking lazy to update it :)
My roomates were all goin back to the hometown !
So, i am alone in the room now :( freaking bored
Was out to sunway this morning with jowyn !
wasting money day again ... bahahaha
i wanna to buy alot of stuff but ... insufficient money is the problem ==
and i think i can't keep wasting money on clothes !
but, girls are always like that ~
I had forced myself dun step in ICON ...
the stuff thr are nice !
mayb next week ? bahahahhaa~~~
feel sleepy ...
but i am so addicted to facebook !
don;t like college life ~
but i miss tat senior ! hehe
don;t the place which i sat in class for past 2 weeks !
so freaking bored to play with myself thr or
mengintai the senior beside thru the crack ... @@
sometimes i just don;t understand why ...
tat friend behave like this ...
it's irritating to see her when joking, laughing while talk to those malays
but muka masam when talk to me ...
i m so sad you did tat on my birthday.
i was crying in the class because of that...
i can't believe i did tat ! I tot i dun care for this ....
but actually i care for it so badly !
before goin out !
I am so freaking lazy to update it :)
My roomates were all goin back to the hometown !
So, i am alone in the room now :( freaking bored
Was out to sunway this morning with jowyn !
wasting money day again ... bahahaha
i wanna to buy alot of stuff but ... insufficient money is the problem ==
and i think i can't keep wasting money on clothes !
but, girls are always like that ~
I had forced myself dun step in ICON ...
the stuff thr are nice !
mayb next week ? bahahahhaa~~~
feel sleepy ...
but i am so addicted to facebook !
don;t like college life ~
but i miss tat senior ! hehe
don;t the place which i sat in class for past 2 weeks !
so freaking bored to play with myself thr or
mengintai the senior beside thru the crack ... @@
sometimes i just don;t understand why ...
tat friend behave like this ...
it's irritating to see her when joking, laughing while talk to those malays
but muka masam when talk to me ...
i m so sad you did tat on my birthday.
i was crying in the class because of that...
i can't believe i did tat ! I tot i dun care for this ....
but actually i care for it so badly !
before goin out !
Labels: feeling ♥, random · life
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February 06, 2010 | 9:57 AM
hmmm.... yesterday college was having an event.
Punggol festival ... ==
actual
ly, i also don't what it is about.
Punggol festival ... ==
actual
ly, i also don't what it is about.I joined the fashion show on saree yesterday.
ermm... the preparation... was so.... freaking kelam kabut!
hahahaha~
Once the tutor went out of the class, they started to make up for us.
and my hair was sosososo darned!
but, i like the hair-do for yesterday done by suba =]
1 thing, they apply too much of oil on my hair ==
i hate it deeply
the whole class was so messy.. fullled with hair pins.. flower ...
after that, a senior came and tied for me the saree =]
it was hard to walk with the saree ==
and... taa--- daaa!
it's time for the show ==
It was quite enbarassing !
I was freaking nervous that time.
because, they said only the paricipants are inside the hall....
but manatau, it was the college inside there.
i was totally blanked-out that time.
moreover, we didn't attend the rehearsal the day before...
seniors said: have to at least walk for 2 rounds on the stage ==
But once I get on the stage, my mind was totally plain like a plain A4 paper
Because, the people only keep shouting once the show start.
luckily, I was not the first one who entered == hahaha
their shouting was making us more nervous and nervous ... ==
I can't really smile at that moment.
I can't imagine what expression I bring out
After the fashion show ended, it was the time to announce the result of kolam competition.
Ern and I tried to find our group in the hall, but we failed... crowded there
we just stand beside the juniors..
first, they announced the 3rd place..
then 2nd, is the junior-group .. lame~
finally, the 1st place, I was freaking nervous there!!!
and, TAA-DAAA ~ "is group 3/09!"
i still remember i was shouting like hell there...
and the non-stop-clapping.. the juniors all were so shocked. hahaaha
I saw their expressions!
everybody in the class was pretty excited ... shout like nobody bussiness in the class!
some photos to share here....
Ern with saree =]
was busy doing my hair ==
ermm... the preparation... was so.... freaking kelam kabut!
hahahaha~
Once the tutor went out of the class, they started to make up for us.
and my hair was sosososo darned!
but, i like the hair-do for yesterday done by suba =]
1 thing, they apply too much of oil on my hair ==
i hate it deeply
the whole class was so messy.. fullled with hair pins.. flower ...
after that, a senior came and tied for me the saree =]
it was hard to walk with the saree ==
and... taa--- daaa!
it's time for the show ==
It was quite enbarassing !
I was freaking nervous that time.
because, they said only the paricipants are inside the hall....
but manatau, it was the college inside there.
i was totally blanked-out that time.
moreover, we didn't attend the rehearsal the day before...
seniors said: have to at least walk for 2 rounds on the stage ==
But once I get on the stage, my mind was totally plain like a plain A4 paper
Because, the people only keep shouting once the show start.
luckily, I was not the first one who entered == hahaha
their shouting was making us more nervous and nervous ... ==
I can't really smile at that moment.
I can't imagine what expression I bring out
After the fashion show ended, it was the time to announce the result of kolam competition.
Ern and I tried to find our group in the hall, but we failed... crowded there
we just stand beside the juniors..
first, they announced the 3rd place..
then 2nd, is the junior-group .. lame~
finally, the 1st place, I was freaking nervous there!!!
and, TAA-DAAA ~ "is group 3/09!"
i still remember i was shouting like hell there...
and the non-stop-clapping.. the juniors all were so shocked. hahaaha
I saw their expressions!
everybody in the class was pretty excited ... shout like nobody bussiness in the class!
some photos to share here....
Ern with saree =]
was busy doing my hair ==
i duno... why capture this ==
the flower on my hair yesterday
the flower on my hair yesterday
the shorttie me =]]]]
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when i was in demo room...
i was not practising.. but playing ==
nerdy me
still playing after class in the fair
That's all my life in subang recently.
Going to play futsal with their guys. =]]]
Although I don't like sport, but I still going. because I am also part of 3/09 =p
Going to play futsal with their guys. =]]]
Although I don't like sport, but I still going. because I am also part of 3/09 =p
* but I have no shoes *
Labels: memories ♥, random · life
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January 29, 2010 | 8:26 PM
已经上回课一个星期了...
感觉很不爽~~~ 还是去医院posting比较爽
因为不用看到那些tutors...
上课, 我只有一种感觉
就是爱睡~~ 不管是什么节, 我都觉得超爱睡...
我也不想的... 我很努力的要睁开眼睛, 可是就是不能
我也很无奈, 别人就很精神... 我就很爱睡 ==
我的眼睛真的是这样的 ==
今天上课到一半, 突然就可以回家料~
因为, 明天是大宝生节...
就酱吧
感觉很不爽~~~ 还是去医院posting比较爽
因为不用看到那些tutors...
上课, 我只有一种感觉
就是爱睡~~ 不管是什么节, 我都觉得超爱睡...
我也不想的... 我很努力的要睁开眼睛, 可是就是不能
我也很无奈, 别人就很精神... 我就很爱睡 ==
我的眼睛真的是这样的 ==
今天上课到一半, 突然就可以回家料~
因为, 明天是大宝生节...
就酱吧
Labels: random · life
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January 14, 2010 | 6:13 PM
话说... 我也是很久没有写我的blog料咯...
突然就想写一写 =]
我其实很忙 ... ==
自从上个星期annual leave回来之后就开始去医院继续实习.
这种站的生活... 还好之前做credit card的时候脚已经习惯了
不然, 我真的不懂我的脚是怎样的痛 ==
来医院工作真的是看到很多不同的人..
才发现到真的有很多pattern的人.
有些很气人有很好笑..
虽然每天早上很早就要醒料,
但是去到医院就会莫名的精神...
真的是越来越喜欢在医院工作的感觉
可是... 要拿cross就... 麻烦咯 ==
真是担心自己拿不完
现在每天规律的生活有时还是会觉得闷的
从医院回来还要回去college practice, 真的很累人
回到家5.00不懂要不要睡觉好...
怕睡了不想醒... 等下assignment有做不完 ^^
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hostel life一切okay吧...
只是有一些人我真的不懂是怎样...
以后我什么话都不会说...
好像全世界只有他很厉害酱..
hng~~~~~~!
看在这三年份上我忍~~~
反正过后不会和他工作 ...
haih~~ 有些人就是这样喜欢炫耀自己..
随他的吧... 我是无所谓
只是拜托讲话的时候注意一下吧...
好像那些冲着某人来的话 =]]]]]
我只是想说, 世事无绝对 !
不要自以为是吧.....
突然就想写一写 =]
我其实很忙 ... ==
自从上个星期annual leave回来之后就开始去医院继续实习.
这种站的生活... 还好之前做credit card的时候脚已经习惯了
不然, 我真的不懂我的脚是怎样的痛 ==
来医院工作真的是看到很多不同的人..
才发现到真的有很多pattern的人.
有些很气人有很好笑..
虽然每天早上很早就要醒料,
但是去到医院就会莫名的精神...
真的是越来越喜欢在医院工作的感觉
可是... 要拿cross就... 麻烦咯 ==
真是担心自己拿不完
现在每天规律的生活有时还是会觉得闷的
从医院回来还要回去college practice, 真的很累人
回到家5.00不懂要不要睡觉好...
怕睡了不想醒... 等下assignment有做不完 ^^
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hostel life一切okay吧...
只是有一些人我真的不懂是怎样...
以后我什么话都不会说...
好像全世界只有他很厉害酱..
hng~~~~~~!
看在这三年份上我忍~~~
反正过后不会和他工作 ...
haih~~ 有些人就是这样喜欢炫耀自己..
随他的吧... 我是无所谓
只是拜托讲话的时候注意一下吧...
好像那些冲着某人来的话 =]]]]]
我只是想说, 世事无绝对 !
不要自以为是吧.....
Labels: random · life
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December 26, 2009 | 5:28 PM
上个星期一直很忙...
忙着去医院posting. 每天早上七早八早四点就要醒了
因为巴士五点半就在楼下等着了...六点准立刻走人
忙着去医院posting. 每天早上七早八早四点就要醒了
因为巴士五点半就在楼下等着了...六点准立刻走人
第一天去到pantai kuala lumpur(bangsar), 等tutor来.
第一天我们是要去走整间医院...
那个脚感觉好想要断掉酱咯.
从早上7点到下午2点, 中间只有半个小时的break给你吃东西休息.
所以早上七早八早就要吃饱饱去那边.
还记得那个executive ward....walao~~ 有几间room外面还要有guard的gok
价钱是... 一天rm988没有include consultant fees当然...
然后就一直走一直走...
又绕了一圈的ICU... 里面的病人很ill全部... 有些就unconscious.
到了OT, 可是不能进到里面. 因为里面都是sterile的.
第二天, 别组已经interview patient料... 我的组还在practice among yourself!
我们的clinical instructor很好.. 所以很轻松
我们开始要take notes when staff nurse passing report...
staff nurse念到... 很快很快很快~~~~
完全不懂他在讲什么...
还有一大堆terms听不懂...POD, HGT... bla bla bla =]
第三天, 要interview patient 料!!!
CI问谁要interview... 我马上就举手. 因为要拿cross =]
结果, 万事俱备, 只欠东风.... patient竟然在那个时候去physiotherapy...
好, 我等他回来.. 结果他cervical pain...不用interview咯 .... ==
害我还很期待 .... TT
算..我等下个星期....
然后我们keep practice orientation the room to the patient.
别人已经真的orientate patient料...
我们还在practice...
别人已经跟patient拿vital signs料... 我们还在practice拿pulse rate.
可是,其实pulse rate也不容易拿pun
第四天repeat回一样的东西.... 还是没有接触到patient gok
朋友的ward他讲有agressive的patient...
hahahaha....senior approach他的时候... 很好笑 ==
就是酱咯... 很累的生活要一直接下去...
我annual leave回来还要继续posting ==
还有evening shift gok ...
不懂怎样好啊...
每天只有那半个小时的break ... =]
每天四点就要醒了...
两点回来是回college practice到四点...
我每天回来冲凉吃饭... 然后都是直接睡到隔天 ==
hahahahahahha....
end here... 要去吃我的bak kut teh料 ^^
Labels: random · life
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December 01, 2009 | 7:21 PM
yeahhh yeah...
brought my laptop to college today
because of the presentation was not done yet...
but, no presentation today !!!! TT
12 of us were helping in osche exam
means that ... having a practically exam
i was a patient that time !! lying down on the bed...
nearly fall asleep dy..
that examiner said: sedapnya u tidur zzzzz
brought my laptop to college today
because of the presentation was not done yet...
but, no presentation today !!!! TT
12 of us were helping in osche exam
means that ... having a practically exam
i was a patient that time !! lying down on the bed...
nearly fall asleep dy..
that examiner said: sedapnya u tidur zzzzz
yesterday went to take my hepatitis B result ss 15 with ern =]
we took chinese food as our dinner!!!!
damn tasty arh weiihhh
and the boss there was so cuteeeeeee!
tis weekend we gonna to go there again ^^
Before
After....
Ern's dish =]
Mine =]
that boss was shocked we can finished all .... ==
Labels: random · life
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November 27, 2009 | 9:08 AM
Yesterday i was hanging out with my friend here.
actually we want to take our blood test result ....
but unfortunately, the clinic was closed that time.
then we straight away went to midvalley. =]
damn crowded there!
pening kepala to walk at there :~
thn, we going to buy ticket to watch A Christmas Carol
darned much of people there!!!
and then we both refuse to queue up ..haha and we walked away.
lunch time!! we start to hunt for our lunch...
found kim gary... but, was full there.
we move to nando's.. my favourite *winks
after finished our lunch, we start shopping around
vincci there was crowded ... crowded wherever ==
after that, we start plan to back to sunway piramid
we taking ktm to back there.
i bought a pairs of heels, shirt and a bag =]
saw some words on the shirt when i was in padini concept store.
was written: He's your boyfriend but i m his favourite ...
hehehe
thn we took our dinner in 龙的传人
nice 小笼包 ^^^^^
then, we back to hostel by 11 =]
a pic when i was in the class =]
actually we want to take our blood test result ....
but unfortunately, the clinic was closed that time.
then we straight away went to midvalley. =]
damn crowded there!
pening kepala to walk at there :~
thn, we going to buy ticket to watch A Christmas Carol
darned much of people there!!!
and then we both refuse to queue up ..haha and we walked away.
lunch time!! we start to hunt for our lunch...
found kim gary... but, was full there.
we move to nando's.. my favourite *winks
after finished our lunch, we start shopping around
vincci there was crowded ... crowded wherever ==
after that, we start plan to back to sunway piramid
we taking ktm to back there.
i bought a pairs of heels, shirt and a bag =]
saw some words on the shirt when i was in padini concept store.
was written: He's your boyfriend but i m his favourite ...
hehehe
thn we took our dinner in 龙的传人
nice 小笼包 ^^^^^
then, we back to hostel by 11 =]
a pic when i was in the class =]
Labels: random · life
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November 21, 2009 | 3:56 PM
开始喜欢这里的人事物... 还是说我是习惯了?
每天过着很规律的生活 很有纪律的生活
每天都要跟人争厕所 每天都要等sipek久的lift
每天晚上都要去签名 每天都要上课到五点
开始时, 我是有厌倦这样的生活...
但是现在我竟然觉得还不错 ==
开始时我会觉得大家都可以相处得很好.
但是日子久了, 我厌倦异族的习惯!
他们很肮脏 懒惰 很吵!
重点是tutor给instructions 的时候, 华人和他们听的东西是完全不一样的
是他们的taksir能力差 还是他们听不懂英文
我没有办法理解他们独特的思想.
当然不是每个都是这样...但大多数都是 =]
讲讲前几天的small test吧
当知道会有test的时候, 我是紧张的...
可是回到家, 我也是没读 =]
第一二天的test我还会做...
但是昨天的test我是完全乱写答案下去
感觉上应该也没什么读tissue那课吧 hehehe
说是要测试我们的程度, 到最后考不好的都要留到7pm... =]
整个星期都有psycho节....
psycho老师一直repeat他讲的东西很多次
不闷都听到闷 ==
可是psycho的东西很吸引人 所以大致上 他的节是最不爱睡的
我要去做psycho的slides料... bye !
每天过着很规律的生活 很有纪律的生活
每天都要跟人争厕所 每天都要等sipek久的lift
每天晚上都要去签名 每天都要上课到五点
开始时, 我是有厌倦这样的生活...
但是现在我竟然觉得还不错 ==
开始时我会觉得大家都可以相处得很好.
但是日子久了, 我厌倦异族的习惯!
他们很肮脏 懒惰 很吵!
重点是tutor给instructions 的时候, 华人和他们听的东西是完全不一样的
是他们的taksir能力差 还是他们听不懂英文
我没有办法理解他们独特的思想.
当然不是每个都是这样...但大多数都是 =]
讲讲前几天的small test吧
当知道会有test的时候, 我是紧张的...
可是回到家, 我也是没读 =]
第一二天的test我还会做...
但是昨天的test我是完全乱写答案下去
感觉上应该也没什么读tissue那课吧 hehehe
说是要测试我们的程度, 到最后考不好的都要留到7pm... =]
整个星期都有psycho节....
psycho老师一直repeat他讲的东西很多次
不闷都听到闷 ==
可是psycho的东西很吸引人 所以大致上 他的节是最不爱睡的
我要去做psycho的slides料... bye !
Labels: random · life
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November 12, 2009 | 8:44 PM
yea.... as time goes by, I still the same ... ==
highlight of the day .
i used to be sleepy when i was in ms XXX's class
and today we were going into the simulation ward to learn position of the patient
that tutor point me to do the demo that she show us just now.
i was in the blanked- mind that time. zzzz~
it looks damn easy when i was standing there and just stare at the tutor
and of course i didn't any attention on it laaaaa
okay... i don't like this tutor.
Her class was freaking boring....
but, just now she was shouting at us.
becoz no one is paying attention when she was teaching us =]
i remember she said: bla bla bla.... i love this career and bla bla bla....
i sudah lupa she said what d... hahahaha
------------- just ignore what i post laa -----------------------
*ya.... when i was doing the demo of changing position of patient, i cant speak malay very well.
first, we have to greet to the patient... and tell him/her what you want to do
the tutor was teaching us in malay !!! it's really make me freaked.
exam is in dwibahasa... but, she said before: we encourage you all to use english =]
then she is teaching in malay ==
okay... continue....
i said: selamat pagi, encik kamar. saya student nurse, ling =]]]]]]]]] saya ingin .... ingin.... ingin.... men.... men... men apa?
i was asking the tutor... haih~~~ i duno how to say changing position in malay ....
------------------------------------------------------------
that's all today punya class laa....
oh yea... presentation of tokoh tokoh jururawat today was ....
comment of the tutor: what you all doing? i never see such a bad presentation before .. bla bla bla ~~~
after all groups finished the presentation, she said: you all did a very good job!
.............. hehe .............. actually is how ler? duno .... hahaha
highlight of the day .
i used to be sleepy when i was in ms XXX's class
and today we were going into the simulation ward to learn position of the patient
that tutor point me to do the demo that she show us just now.
i was in the blanked- mind that time. zzzz~
it looks damn easy when i was standing there and just stare at the tutor
and of course i didn't any attention on it laaaaa
okay... i don't like this tutor.
Her class was freaking boring....
but, just now she was shouting at us.
becoz no one is paying attention when she was teaching us =]
i remember she said: bla bla bla.... i love this career and bla bla bla....
i sudah lupa she said what d... hahahaha
------------- just ignore what i post laa -----------------------
*ya.... when i was doing the demo of changing position of patient, i cant speak malay very well.
first, we have to greet to the patient... and tell him/her what you want to do
the tutor was teaching us in malay !!! it's really make me freaked.
exam is in dwibahasa... but, she said before: we encourage you all to use english =]
then she is teaching in malay ==
okay... continue....
i said: selamat pagi, encik kamar. saya student nurse, ling =]]]]]]]]] saya ingin .... ingin.... ingin.... men.... men... men apa?
i was asking the tutor... haih~~~ i duno how to say changing position in malay ....
------------------------------------------------------------
that's all today punya class laa....
oh yea... presentation of tokoh tokoh jururawat today was ....
comment of the tutor: what you all doing? i never see such a bad presentation before .. bla bla bla ~~~
after all groups finished the presentation, she said: you all did a very good job!
.............. hehe .............. actually is how ler? duno .... hahaha
Labels: little things, random · life
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| 12:24 AM
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November 10, 2009 | 9:36 PM
just a normal post about my life in subang now =]
almost 1 month I've been in here already...
lotsa of things happened in this short period.
用华语吧....
今天上课一样的爱睡...
连抄notes的时候都不懂自己在写什么
看着老师讲课的样子我也想睡觉...
不懂自己发生什么事, 开课一直到现在我都是很爱睡的脸 ==
看着ANP的notes... 要读也不懂要从何下手
看着班上所有人... 唉~~~
就在刚刚我很努力的在抄note....
有一个印度人就来到我面前骂我 TT
故事情节我就不讲了...
只能说很悲哀
classrep 是谁...
谁都不喜欢... 当然那个不是我 ==
haih~~ 才一个月, 大家就已经开始敌对了
怎么办?
这次我只能讲...
什么事都装不知道就好了 ....
*sigh*
almost 1 month I've been in here already...
lotsa of things happened in this short period.
用华语吧....
今天上课一样的爱睡...
连抄notes的时候都不懂自己在写什么
看着老师讲课的样子我也想睡觉...
不懂自己发生什么事, 开课一直到现在我都是很爱睡的脸 ==
看着ANP的notes... 要读也不懂要从何下手
看着班上所有人... 唉~~~
就在刚刚我很努力的在抄note....
有一个印度人就来到我面前骂我 TT
故事情节我就不讲了...
只能说很悲哀
classrep 是谁...
谁都不喜欢... 当然那个不是我 ==
haih~~ 才一个月, 大家就已经开始敌对了
怎么办?
这次我只能讲...
什么事都装不知道就好了 ....
*sigh*
Labels: random · life
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October 25, 2009 | 2:30 PM
blogging here again....
i m so sick with the life here!!!
and it's only a brand new start the life here ...
i love my friends here ofcoz !
i hate the rule and regulation in the college even hostel anyway =]
but, i will try to adapt myself in this new environment.
and.... another thing is
ASSIGNMENT....
really lotsa of assignments... and we're not really start the class yet
i can't imagine how busy if once we start our class ==
A&P... is anatomy and physiology
is all about biology ... and there're lots to memorize compared to form 5.
anyway... what i can do is adapt myself ==
end here.... going to complete my psychology assignment now
going to hand in on wednesday =]
i m so sick with the life here!!!
and it's only a brand new start the life here ...
i love my friends here ofcoz !
i hate the rule and regulation in the college even hostel anyway =]
but, i will try to adapt myself in this new environment.
and.... another thing is
ASSIGNMENT....
really lotsa of assignments... and we're not really start the class yet
i can't imagine how busy if once we start our class ==
A&P... is anatomy and physiology
is all about biology ... and there're lots to memorize compared to form 5.
anyway... what i can do is adapt myself ==
end here.... going to complete my psychology assignment now
going to hand in on wednesday =]
Labels: random · life
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October 07, 2009 | 5:08 PM
最近真的是懒惰到极点啊~~
整天只是开着facebook罢了咯...
我的blog发霉几个星期料... 还是懒惰update ~~ hahaha
okay... 这个几个星期, 我很忙...
可是我又不懂我忙什么喔.... ==
讲下我hor... 这个星期六就要去subang读书了.
然后, 我在上上个星期去学校拿文件去给老师certify marr...
那个老师不甘愿到..... 我想打人~~!!
酱不想sah就不要sah啦.. 气死我罢了..
hmmm....
过后就过着在家闲着无事的日子咯...
有时候就跟朋友出去看看戏... 喝喝茶 ....
之前马来人新年放假, 就和朋友去看那个..
tsunami at haeundae & 吓到笑...
看两场戏的感觉就是 累 ...
tsunami at haeundae 前面是很闷啦, 后面就比较感动咯
只是我比较不爽有一个男的为什么他一直死不去咧harrr...haha
他是小强 ==
吓到笑... lame =="
有一点好笑... 和有一点吓到 酱咯 ...
............................................................................
然后, 最近就是一直往医院跑 ...
整间医院的地图我可以背起来料 ==
话说, 我昨天去打预防针 ...
其实我很痛咯 有很想喊...
可是那个nurse问我: pain ar??
我还忍着讲: no arr... ...
痛着手还要驾车回家.. 真的是 ==
重点是... 下个月还要打多一支针 为什么??!!!
这几天还是要往医院跑...
身体检查的报告还没拿.. 很多东西都还没搞定
感觉很烦啊~~~ 我需要一位助理帮我 .. =]
我想看那个古天乐和任贤齐拍的意外...
可是都没时间料咯 ==
加上自己又懒惰一下 =]]]]]]]
星期六要去了, 衣服现在都还没买好 ==
一直拖拖拖 ... 因为懒惰.
连laptop都还没决定要买哪一架 ...
acer? dell? hp? ...
看来.... 我真的很需要一个助理帮我打点... hahaha
我是打算明天去买齐所有的东西...
希望能拉 ... 只怕我懒惰
......................................................................................
........hmmmm........
很多东西讲hor 因为是几个星期的事...
可是大多数都是废话 ==
唉....
想起那天那个人在我面前show off 他的nokia 5800
我就讨厌 zzz ! 算了算了 ....
okay.... 我要去眠一眠料... haha
整天只是开着facebook罢了咯...
我的blog发霉几个星期料... 还是懒惰update ~~ hahaha
okay... 这个几个星期, 我很忙...
可是我又不懂我忙什么喔.... ==
讲下我hor... 这个星期六就要去subang读书了.
然后, 我在上上个星期去学校拿文件去给老师certify marr...
那个老师不甘愿到..... 我想打人~~!!
酱不想sah就不要sah啦.. 气死我罢了..
hmmm....
过后就过着在家闲着无事的日子咯...
有时候就跟朋友出去看看戏... 喝喝茶 ....
之前马来人新年放假, 就和朋友去看那个..
tsunami at haeundae & 吓到笑...
看两场戏的感觉就是 累 ...
tsunami at haeundae 前面是很闷啦, 后面就比较感动咯
只是我比较不爽有一个男的为什么他一直死不去咧harrr...haha
他是小强 ==
吓到笑... lame =="
有一点好笑... 和有一点吓到 酱咯 ...
............................................................................
然后, 最近就是一直往医院跑 ...
整间医院的地图我可以背起来料 ==
话说, 我昨天去打预防针 ...
其实我很痛咯 有很想喊...
可是那个nurse问我: pain ar??
我还忍着讲: no arr... ...
痛着手还要驾车回家.. 真的是 ==
重点是... 下个月还要打多一支针 为什么??!!!
这几天还是要往医院跑...
身体检查的报告还没拿.. 很多东西都还没搞定
感觉很烦啊~~~ 我需要一位助理帮我 .. =]
我想看那个古天乐和任贤齐拍的意外...
可是都没时间料咯 ==
加上自己又懒惰一下 =]]]]]]]
星期六要去了, 衣服现在都还没买好 ==
一直拖拖拖 ... 因为懒惰.
连laptop都还没决定要买哪一架 ...
acer? dell? hp? ...
看来.... 我真的很需要一个助理帮我打点... hahaha
我是打算明天去买齐所有的东西...
希望能拉 ... 只怕我懒惰
......................................................................................
........hmmmm........
很多东西讲hor 因为是几个星期的事...
可是大多数都是废话 ==
唉....
想起那天那个人在我面前show off 他的nokia 5800
我就讨厌 zzz ! 算了算了 ....
okay.... 我要去眠一眠料... haha
Labels: little things, random · life
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September 08, 2009 | 3:14 PM
yay... I was having interview+ test just now ==
i was like what happened when that people passed a details form and 2 test papers. zzz
test??!!! ... i don't know about the test.
i thought just a conversation.. hahaha
and ...hmmm~ few people there were answering the ques.
.... they were slow like a ..... ==
i had just finish my paper in 20 mins.
then just pass up. i just simply answer and didn't check for it...haha
太不看重这个interview了 hahahha
then, start !
i couldn't speak english well!!!
she was asking me why you wanna to be a nurse?
.......
i just answered her what in my mind ... hahaha
i think my answer is quite funny!
and... finally they asked my father to interview with me! haha
no lah... just to ask for his permission if i wanna get the sponsorship
and i gonna to accept it!
Going to study in subang soon =]]]]]]]]]]]]
*nervous*
i wanna make move my room to there ==
loads of things gonna to take there
i happy with the interview.
the interviewer was lovely ^^
kay. gonna to stop here =]
i was like what happened when that people passed a details form and 2 test papers. zzz
test??!!! ... i don't know about the test.
i thought just a conversation.. hahaha
and ...hmmm~ few people there were answering the ques.
.... they were slow like a ..... ==
i had just finish my paper in 20 mins.
then just pass up. i just simply answer and didn't check for it...haha
太不看重这个interview了 hahahha
then, start !
i couldn't speak english well!!!
she was asking me why you wanna to be a nurse?
.......
i just answered her what in my mind ... hahaha
i think my answer is quite funny!
and... finally they asked my father to interview with me! haha
no lah... just to ask for his permission if i wanna get the sponsorship
and i gonna to accept it!
Going to study in subang soon =]]]]]]]]]]]]
*nervous*
i wanna make move my room to there ==
loads of things gonna to take there
i happy with the interview.
the interviewer was lovely ^^
kay. gonna to stop here =]
Labels: random · life
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September 06, 2009 | 10:28 AM
Blue sunday. i am blue now ==
omg~~~ younger sis is like wtf .
and she's going to take UPSR on tues.
she's sucked in BM... her essay is kinda *lame*
and lots of translation from chinese into bm.... ==
u say la. how to score in the exam???
*sigh*
stubborn people won't listen at other people.
so, i don't want waste my energy on this kind of shitty people
phwwwwww~~~!!
i wanna drive!!! but, drive to where?
hahahaha~~~....
wanna find someone to talk.
wanna shopping and hunt for some ... food ^^
i want delicious food like .... chicken wings *starving*
i want buy some books to read...
and i am going to interview for a sponsorship for study on next tues.
*hmmmm.... good luck to me =]
kinda nervous on it .....
and i need a P for my car .....
bought the wrong 1 last time ... that one for motor *dizzy*
Stop here =]
omg~~~ younger sis is like wtf .
and she's going to take UPSR on tues.
she's sucked in BM... her essay is kinda *lame*
and lots of translation from chinese into bm.... ==
u say la. how to score in the exam???
*sigh*
stubborn people won't listen at other people.
so, i don't want waste my energy on this kind of shitty people
phwwwwww~~~!!
i wanna drive!!! but, drive to where?
hahahaha~~~....
wanna find someone to talk.
wanna shopping and hunt for some ... food ^^
i want delicious food like .... chicken wings *starving*
i want buy some books to read...
and i am going to interview for a sponsorship for study on next tues.
*hmmmm.... good luck to me =]
kinda nervous on it .....
and i need a P for my car .....
bought the wrong 1 last time ... that one for motor *dizzy*
Stop here =]
Labels: little things, random · life
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September 05, 2009 | 8:32 AM
hi~! blogging early of the morning =]
之前讲要blog的嘛...哪里知道那天那个电话又在发神经 ==
只能等到telekom的人隔天修好咯.
结果隔天我就懒惰blog料 hahahha~!
okay....进入正题. 那天其实我是要blog about homemade mask的
我在上上个星期是在youtube看到的.
然后自己再去做一些research,
才发现原来oatmeal对脸的皮肤的feedback是超好的 ^^
then,我就去hypermarket买材料咯.
很便宜罢了. 买了都不超过rm20. =]
回到家就开始动手做料lohhh, hmmmm...
我是真的觉得效果很明显.
经济又实惠, 真的~~
看了这个video, 你就会看到需要的材料有
-oatmeal（燕麦) 买那种quaker的lo. 不要买3in1的. instant的也okay的.
*我是买tesco的啦, 因为便宜==
-pure honey *我也是买tesco的...也是便宜pun.
-bio yogurt. 可是我是找不到咯. 就用regular plain yogurt.
其实没有放yogurt也是okay的咯.
--------------------------------------------------------------
看一下oatmeal有什么function
-Dryness fighting: Oats contain polysaccharides, which become gelatinous in water and
leave a fine protective film on the skin, preventing dull, flake-y dryness.
-Moisturizing: Oats are full of healthy, lubricating fats.
-Defense building: The proteins in oatmeal help maintain the skin's natural barrier function,
which is what ensures that the world outside the skin stays out, and what's inside the skin stays in.
-Pore cleansing: Oats are filled with natural cleansers (called saponins) that gently remove
dirt and oil from the pores.
*from: Yahoo
原来oatmeal是natural的cleanser~!
我还有看到一篇article是讲我们可以把oat弄成粉状, 过后用来洗脸.
oatmeal mask也是anti-aging的gok...
okay...讲完oatmeal... 就讲honey~
honey是可以moisture皮肤的咯. 是natural的moistuzer, suitable for dry skin.
dry skin的话, 2 teaspoons of honey+2 teaspoons of milk.
可是,我没用过所以不懂怎样哦....
因为我是oily skin的. ^^
还有antibaterial,所以适合acne prone的skin
honey详细的资料可以在 Wilde Honey 找到
里面是讲很多honey的function....
and finally yogurt, 它是 for control oily skin =]
okay, 讲到.......我忘记去 ==
继续~~ haha
hmmmmmm....其实这个mask不懂适合dry skin吗....
可是他那边是写 for dry, acne skin 啦. 我也不懂 ==
只是如果是oily skin的话, 是不错的咯. 因为他的可以控油.
is good for acne skin 咯... 因为有honey.
然后~! scar... oatmeal可以淡化它.
敷过20分钟要洗掉时,不要一下子把它洗掉...
可以泼一点水在脸, 然后gentlely scrub几下. 就可以把死皮给exfoliate掉lo....
洗掉过后你会发现.... 你的脸很滑~~~~ ... 我是这样觉得啦 ==
我弄的时候弄太多料...
然后我放在tupperware里面收冰箱大概放了一个星期还可以用. =]
所以,不错咯... ^^ 不会浪费...
有空就去试试看吧... =)
------------------------------------------------------
最近的weekends都是去姑姑的家住...
讲真的, jawi那边真的蛮爽的...
不懂什么时候我们家很少去那边了咯.
haih~
看到自己的理想...
感觉它离我越来越远
现在的社会, 我只看到金钱可以换来一切.
如果世界是我想象这样, 那多好啊
okay...我要去买东西了.
之前讲要blog的嘛...哪里知道那天那个电话又在发神经 ==
只能等到telekom的人隔天修好咯.
结果隔天我就懒惰blog料 hahahha~!
okay....进入正题. 那天其实我是要blog about homemade mask的
我在上上个星期是在youtube看到的.
然后自己再去做一些research,
才发现原来oatmeal对脸的皮肤的feedback是超好的 ^^
then,我就去hypermarket买材料咯.
很便宜罢了. 买了都不超过rm20. =]
回到家就开始动手做料lohhh, hmmmm...
我是真的觉得效果很明显.
经济又实惠, 真的~~
看了这个video, 你就会看到需要的材料有
-oatmeal（燕麦) 买那种quaker的lo. 不要买3in1的. instant的也okay的.
*我是买tesco的啦, 因为便宜==
-pure honey *我也是买tesco的...也是便宜pun.
-bio yogurt. 可是我是找不到咯. 就用regular plain yogurt.
其实没有放yogurt也是okay的咯.
--------------------------------------------------------------
看一下oatmeal有什么function
-Dryness fighting: Oats contain polysaccharides, which become gelatinous in water and
leave a fine protective film on the skin, preventing dull, flake-y dryness.
-Moisturizing: Oats are full of healthy, lubricating fats.
-Defense building: The proteins in oatmeal help maintain the skin's natural barrier function,
which is what ensures that the world outside the skin stays out, and what's inside the skin stays in.
-Pore cleansing: Oats are filled with natural cleansers (called saponins) that gently remove
dirt and oil from the pores.
*from: Yahoo
原来oatmeal是natural的cleanser~!
我还有看到一篇article是讲我们可以把oat弄成粉状, 过后用来洗脸.
oatmeal mask也是anti-aging的gok...
okay...讲完oatmeal... 就讲honey~
honey是可以moisture皮肤的咯. 是natural的moistuzer, suitable for dry skin.
dry skin的话, 2 teaspoons of honey+2 teaspoons of milk.
可是,我没用过所以不懂怎样哦....
因为我是oily skin的. ^^
还有antibaterial,所以适合acne prone的skin
honey详细的资料可以在 Wilde Honey 找到
里面是讲很多honey的function....
and finally yogurt, 它是 for control oily skin =]
okay, 讲到.......我忘记去 ==
....................................................................
继续~~ haha
hmmmmmm....其实这个mask不懂适合dry skin吗....
可是他那边是写 for dry, acne skin 啦. 我也不懂 ==
只是如果是oily skin的话, 是不错的咯. 因为他的可以控油.
is good for acne skin 咯... 因为有honey.
然后~! scar... oatmeal可以淡化它.
敷过20分钟要洗掉时,不要一下子把它洗掉...
可以泼一点水在脸, 然后gentlely scrub几下. 就可以把死皮给exfoliate掉lo....
洗掉过后你会发现.... 你的脸很滑~~~~ ... 我是这样觉得啦 ==
我弄的时候弄太多料...
然后我放在tupperware里面收冰箱大概放了一个星期还可以用. =]
所以,不错咯... ^^ 不会浪费...
有空就去试试看吧... =)
------------------------------------------------------
最近的weekends都是去姑姑的家住...
讲真的, jawi那边真的蛮爽的...
不懂什么时候我们家很少去那边了咯.
haih~
看到自己的理想...
感觉它离我越来越远
现在的社会, 我只看到金钱可以换来一切.
如果世界是我想象这样, 那多好啊
okay...我要去买东西了.
Labels: random · life, sharing ♥
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July 28, 2009 | 8:10 PM
haih~~~ kinda emo this few days.
don't know how to express it in words.
hated this not-feeling-good feeling.
i duno what's wrong with me or might her?
what can i do? I know nothing.
don't she feel guilty to do that? or whatelse...
i can strongly feel that... you don't really wanna to bother me.
but, what happened? i know nothing.
we're friend right? might not for you.
my msg in phone, msn wherever la.
the "tone" you replied is something like tak siok sangat.
i really don't know how to work together in future.
i switch off my phone now.
i just need time.
okay, just leave it.
--------------------------------------------------------
my face start to rot again T.T
why????
haih~~~ tons of problem obstacles ....
-L.I.F.E-
stop here.
don't know how to express it in words.
hated this not-feeling-good feeling.
i duno what's wrong with me or might her?
what can i do? I know nothing.
don't she feel guilty to do that? or whatelse...
i can strongly feel that... you don't really wanna to bother me.
but, what happened? i know nothing.
we're friend right? might not for you.
my msg in phone, msn wherever la.
the "tone" you replied is something like tak siok sangat.
i really don't know how to work together in future.
i switch off my phone now.
i just need time.
okay, just leave it.
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my face start to rot again T.T
why????
haih~~~ tons of problem obstacles ....
-L.I.F.E-
stop here.
Labels: little things, random · life
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