I am freaking sleepy now...
but I still wanna blog because I feel want to blog @@

current tuned: Belaian Jiwa

Just now was having farewell party with our tutor incharge in sem 1
is sad regarding her leaving ...
we did a video for her yesterday in class !

lotsa photo wil be upload later !


and...
Seriously, i m so addicted to the song !!!
"seindah.......... bla bla bla"
"oh belaian jiwa"

it's a nice song !!!

Labels: memories ♥, random · life

haih~ quite loads of problems recently.
about my family.
i really don't know how to solve it even face it.
can you just imagine that your............... haih~
don't know to say.

i really miss the time when my mother was here.
i really do~
我想留住她的一切.
我想留住她买的monitor.
我想留住她买的厨房用具.
我想留住她买的一切一切.
我不想用新的东西.
因为, 我真的怕我会忘记她为我们做过什么.
我怕时间会冲淡我的记忆.

我记得知道她活不久, 我的脑里真的只想着以后吃不到她煮的菜.
我尝试煮她煮过的菜, 只想吃到以前的味道.
有时候,一个人在家看着客厅的椅子, 都会庆幸自己还没忘记以前她每天坐在那里看报纸.
会庆幸自己还记得她看报纸看到睡着.
我庆幸自己还记得她以前是怎样喊我做家务.
我庆幸自己还记得她每天早上叫我起床.
我庆幸自己还记得早上我还没起床她已经在做家务.
我记得她很清楚我吃怎么样的早餐.
我记得我要买什么她都买给我.
我记得以前小学数学不好, 她用心教我.
我记得她怕我六年级读书会太过头.
我记得她不想我进日新, 因为怕我压力.

我一直很想留住以前她有在的感觉.
我会很怕她买的monitor会坏掉.
我怕我会顾不好所有所有东西.
我真的是很怕...
现在家里有人面对很大的问题, 我真的不懂能怎样做.
如果她有在, 一切就会像正常的...
不会有问题... 因为她懂我们 =)

每次想着为什么会这样, 我眼泪真的就像pipe酱流不停.
事情过那么久, 我不觉得我接受这个是事实.
haih~ 是执着吧.

tuned in: 恰似你的温柔.

Labels: memories ♥

yea, I am here to post about my happy Thursday. ^^ This post will going to be a very long-long-long post. =)

Early in the morning... I dressed up myself and waiting for them... After get into the car, I was like hundred of years never talking, I talked non- stop with them. haha~!! Talked about my very lame school life. the teachers... the books.... the syllabus.... whatever on the earth we just talked. =) *grin* We headed to sunway carnival there to sing k at AMP. well, we were too early ~ haha =) Spend about .... 3 hours there. then, we took our lunch at noodle station. What a long long time didn't grab for food there. The food so-so-taste. ==" hehe. Seaya having promotion there. Loads of fishes and others la... btw, we were too bored until playing conversation for the fishes.

After that, we went to Prangin mall ==" we actually wanna have a view of the times square. But....we can't found ==" then, we had spent the time mostly in popular... ermmm.. were there doing nothing. haha~ chit- chat there. again, chat anything on the earth. Get some funs there too. okay, ya! I remember I bought 龟苓膏 there. darned bitter of taste. ==" but, as you all know 苦口良药 =)

And, finally we started to starve. haha~! okay, leon suggest us to take our dinner in Little Shanghai. =) Wow~~ shanghai. hehe. well, we don't know how the way going the little shanghai. We asked 龟苓膏mia auntie ^^ *clapssss* the auntie was friendly and ... nice. haha~ she even drawed us a map you know arrr. *blimey* we don't know where was us after we leave the car park. then, we just turn around there by following the way shown in the map. The auntie told us, the first sign was starbucks =) well, our eyes was searching where was the starbucks like scanning. and, TAA- DAA~ we saw starbucks. We was like mad shouting in the car... hahaha~! lol~ After starbucks, the map shows that we have to turn into burma road. yea, I saw the road sign showing jalan burma. then, we turn in there and next road is ... forgotten. =) We reached little shanghai finally. We were all too excited about it. because we were just turn this and that then reach d. haha~

We were taking steambot there =) the weather was too hot ==" we still eating all these hotty stuffs. hehe~ But, the items there were fresh except for the prawns laaaa. I love the fish ball. OMG. I ate loads of foods. hehe. worthy ^^ only costs almost 20 bucks per person. after finish all the foods we just back to bm. I was totally exhausted because I suffered from insomnia the day before ==" My very first time =)

------------------------------------------
I thought I can just fall on the bed and start my sleeping journey once I reach home. But, haih~ nope~! I still have to talk with them... their problems really make me frustrated. The main is... I can't solve the problems. They always asking me to help them. how????? I really don't know. I think I really hard to involve myself into yours relationship leh. Others can't help you two except yourselves la. I explain hundreds or even thousands times already. But.... they still don't really understand. I was in phone with one of them last night till 1.45 am. Another call rang my phone, my-goodness.. I picked up the phone then start another story to me... talked about 1 hour, ended up the call. finally, I can sleep =) haih~ annoying

-----------------------------------------

But, I get something in the conversation. =) my funny-sweet-bizarre memories when I was working with them. I love the time spent with them.
was like...Lydia
she like to sing 你最珍贵 to us...I miss the tune. haha~!
she like to act this and that. I really laugh like mad whatever she act.
balloon I remember. when we were in sungei wang, she was using the balloon to kacau us. When we stared at her, she start to act annoyed and beat the balloon. pity, rabbit-balloon. really funny. I really felt wanna to roll on ther floor sometimes.

I was missing the time when I was the first time in sunway carnival. we really working stress-free. we do. we just playing the board there with the picture of strawberry. teaching what about the pore on the face, blackhead and loads. haha! We singing there like cricket when there's no people walked through our counter. we were fooling others when they're in conversation. we even adding旁白for animals. loads la~! we all just can't concentrate on working. we kept playing and playing. talking talking talking. i remember we all get separated. haha~ crying at sunshine farlim. haha~! stressful time~ leon can't stop once he started tearing. we were like OMG~!!! tearing turn into laughing like mad. we working till midnight before CNY. we all take the so-so-taste foods at sunshine farlim. we all get scolded when get low sales. we chit chat in mock. talking rubbish but still funny. haha~ Tons of things btw us. I just felt very happy to meet them.
Although something happened in the end, but I really miss my time when working with them. last time, I don't like her to mumble this and that... but, now i miss when she try to mumble to everyone.

haih~! end of the conversation, I felt D-O-W-N. haha~! emo =="


----------------------------------------------

okay, wanna to take a nap. =) need rest as I slept at 3.00++am and woke up at 8.00++am this morning. ==" end up my post here. bye.

Labels: memories ♥, random · life

well, 今天我遇到变态~~为什么好的永远不会轮到我, 给我的就是这些东西....我的天啊~ 这个故事等下讲.

just talk about how do I past my yesterday. about noon, helen was asking me wanna go to pasar malam with them or not. As I had nothing to do, so I just answered okay. mana tau....I get fever in evening. haih~ They fetch me about 9.00++pm. you know what? We were like went there to see how they close their stalls. lol~ haha~ We were too late laaaa! walked about 15 minutes I think, we headed to another place. and, I lost my pretty rm50 at pasar malam I think. Why? I had lost almost rm200 after I start working ==" It's okay, I try to accept the fact that I lost them ya.

Alright, after that we headed to take some food in CK which located at Machang Bubok there. It costs RM19.50 per person. I don't think the food there are fresh. I don't like the prawns which are totally not fresh. We keep fried the chickens and all that. haha~ the oil spurt out all direction. We all tried to avoid it, haha~ And we keep singing there afterward. hehe. cause some of the people there were singing like..... haha~ Then, we stayed there until 12.00++am. When I back till my house was about 1.30am. extremely exhausted.

----------------------------------------------------------------

And, I am going to tell you all~ This world is darned unfair ='( .
Gonna type the story in chinese. So, enjoy it =) ==" and don't laugh at me plssss *evil laugh*
今天起身真的觉得累毙了, 可是没办法要做工啊. 去到那边, 搬copier下来的时候, 竟然没发现到它在漏着ink~~~我的天啊! 我的手都是青色的现在...装了电, 还发现不能用 ==" 浪费很多时间在它身上...结果, 我们用了一些妙计~ 这也给他们想出来, 真的很佩服了. 我还曾经一度以为会因此而收工, 哪里知道原来是我发梦~ haha.

重点来了, 我真的没想到自己还衰没完...给我遇到了一个变态~ 要不是为了签到他, 我真的不想应酬他咧...那时候, 我真的很希望神可以出来就我 arh weiiiii~但是, 就是没有酱的事发生. 所有的痛苦, 只有我自己懂. 他的问题让我真的很无奈, 我真的不懂要用什么词语作答, 我甚至还错口的讲了些华语, 可是他听明白吗? 我还要坐在对面听他讲他的爱情经历, 家庭背景, 为何世界有这样一种人啊...重点是, 还要给我遇到. 他还跟我拿了很多contact, 最终我只能牺牲我的hotmail address. 我真的不懂我能怎样, 我很佩服自己可以处理得那么好. 而且, 我还要坐在他对面看着他手上拿着我其中一个dream phone, 我真的觉得很无奈. 过后看一看他的资料, 还发现他也不年轻~ 刚刚我收到他的信息....真的是晴天霹雳, 我还以为我刚才是给倒反的号码, 哪里知道, 原来我没有!!!!!!!!!! 为什么????? 我到底是要衰到几时啊...拜托~

Why should I experienced this? haih~


My story has ended. I was exhausted today, I felt sleepy all the time. I need some times to rest =) Tomorrow gonna to work? I don't know yet, still waiting for the inform from her. But, I sure that I gonna to sleep after this post =) hehe.

Labels: memories ♥, random · life

Just now hang out with friends to autocity. We took some desserts in ice ice baby. =) met some schoolmates there ^^ Then, we met wayne there coincidence. I thought that I having sight error. Because he said that he will go to singapore or ipoh or whatever today. haha~

Thanks for the bean bear. I had a new toy now *hooray*
Thanks for the wishes.
Thanks for the birthday song from Lydia =)


I am now 18 years old~!

pic of me

first, I wore in blue. But after that, they called change in black.


And, I did it so.

Labels: memories ♥

Here to flashback some nice memories =) I go through almost 4months with them. haha~ I still remember first time I worked at Gurney. I met my senior in the car. I was shocked that time and felt nervous. That time I thought that we were working in a grave environment. But in the end, I found that they were like mad. haha~ playing around and all that. I love this actually =)

用华语写 =)

我还记得第二天做工是做油站. 油站还蛮热的 =.=
虽然做不多, 但是我做的就是很开心 ^^ 做着做着, 我很喜欢自己的做工环境.
刚开始的时候, 我真的实在是不能忍受一些人的不礼貌.
但是慢慢的, 我只能接受这个社会是残酷的.
我脾气不好, 情绪也控制不好, 还好他们都没有嫌弃我 =) hehe


忘了是几时, 我爸爸让我和他们一起去outstation. 我就很开心咯.
我还记得我带着我的bean bear一起去 =) *你是我的眼* 是它的主题曲
我们到了就去sunway piramid shopping. 那次也花了我不少钱 *money gone*MNG, Espirit, Guess, Topshop, Roxy etc etc. 全部给我们走完料~~结果钱也花到七七八八. 我还不懂几时不见了百多块 ='(

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Labels: memories ♥

I was not working on that day. Because going to do some survey for INTI college and SEGi college with friends. =) First, we went to INTI and have some discussion on course of marketing. =) ofcourse not mine la, is my friend. *as college is not part of my plan in further study. Then, we headed to SEGi. and we can't found the way go there. But, in the end we found it also la. haha~ She was decided to take the nursing course after we talked about nursing on Wednesday. haih~ about 4 something, everything was settled. haha~ then, we went to Queensbay. =)

******************************************

As we were craving that time so, we took our lunch in T bowl. haha~ I love the cheese baked rice there, but I didn't order it as I don't like cheese so much. =( After we finished the food, we just walked around there without direction. And, I had bought a covering powder and some masks from the face shop. Then we walked to watsons. bought a garnier self- heating mask. =) My friend bought a mascara of Marjolica =) haha~
Then, we headed to Autocity. Because we wanna online in Starbucks. We spent 2 hours there to do our things and all that. =)

******************************************

-emo-
Really felt not happy recently due to some personal reasons. Haih~~ I don't know what I want actually. I felt boring with my life right now.
I wanna cut my hair short =) Maybe quit the job now.

Labels: memories ♥

I am freaking sleepy now...
but I still wanna blog because I feel want to blog @@

current tuned: Belaian Jiwa

Just now was having farewell party with our tutor incharge in sem 1
is sad regarding her leaving ...
we did a video for her yesterday in class !

lotsa photo wil be upload later !


and...
Seriously, i m so addicted to the song !!!
"seindah.......... bla bla bla"
"oh belaian jiwa"

it's a nice song !!!

Labels: memories ♥, random · life

haih~ quite loads of problems recently.
about my family.
i really don't know how to solve it even face it.
can you just imagine that your............... haih~
don't know to say.

i really miss the time when my mother was here.
i really do~
我想留住她的一切.
我想留住她买的monitor.
我想留住她买的厨房用具.
我想留住她买的一切一切.
我不想用新的东西.
因为, 我真的怕我会忘记她为我们做过什么.
我怕时间会冲淡我的记忆.

我记得知道她活不久, 我的脑里真的只想着以后吃不到她煮的菜.
我尝试煮她煮过的菜, 只想吃到以前的味道.
有时候,一个人在家看着客厅的椅子, 都会庆幸自己还没忘记以前她每天坐在那里看报纸.
会庆幸自己还记得她看报纸看到睡着.
我庆幸自己还记得她以前是怎样喊我做家务.
我庆幸自己还记得她每天早上叫我起床.
我庆幸自己还记得早上我还没起床她已经在做家务.
我记得她很清楚我吃怎么样的早餐.
我记得我要买什么她都买给我.
我记得以前小学数学不好, 她用心教我.
我记得她怕我六年级读书会太过头.
我记得她不想我进日新, 因为怕我压力.

我一直很想留住以前她有在的感觉.
我会很怕她买的monitor会坏掉.
我怕我会顾不好所有所有东西.
我真的是很怕...
现在家里有人面对很大的问题, 我真的不懂能怎样做.
如果她有在, 一切就会像正常的...
不会有问题... 因为她懂我们 =)

每次想着为什么会这样, 我眼泪真的就像pipe酱流不停.
事情过那么久, 我不觉得我接受这个是事实.
haih~ 是执着吧.

tuned in: 恰似你的温柔.

Labels: memories ♥

yea, I am here to post about my happy Thursday. ^^ This post will going to be a very long-long-long post. =)

Early in the morning... I dressed up myself and waiting for them... After get into the car, I was like hundred of years never talking, I talked non- stop with them. haha~!! Talked about my very lame school life. the teachers... the books.... the syllabus.... whatever on the earth we just talked. =) *grin* We headed to sunway carnival there to sing k at AMP. well, we were too early ~ haha =) Spend about .... 3 hours there. then, we took our lunch at noodle station. What a long long time didn't grab for food there. The food so-so-taste. ==" hehe. Seaya having promotion there. Loads of fishes and others la... btw, we were too bored until playing conversation for the fishes.

After that, we went to Prangin mall ==" we actually wanna have a view of the times square. But....we can't found ==" then, we had spent the time mostly in popular... ermmm.. were there doing nothing. haha~ chit- chat there. again, chat anything on the earth. Get some funs there too. okay, ya! I remember I bought 龟苓膏 there. darned bitter of taste. ==" but, as you all know 苦口良药 =)

And, finally we started to starve. haha~! okay, leon suggest us to take our dinner in Little Shanghai. =) Wow~~ shanghai. hehe. well, we don't know how the way going the little shanghai. We asked 龟苓膏mia auntie ^^ *clapssss* the auntie was friendly and ... nice. haha~ she even drawed us a map you know arrr. *blimey* we don't know where was us after we leave the car park. then, we just turn around there by following the way shown in the map. The auntie told us, the first sign was starbucks =) well, our eyes was searching where was the starbucks like scanning. and, TAA- DAA~ we saw starbucks. We was like mad shouting in the car... hahaha~! lol~ After starbucks, the map shows that we have to turn into burma road. yea, I saw the road sign showing jalan burma. then, we turn in there and next road is ... forgotten. =) We reached little shanghai finally. We were all too excited about it. because we were just turn this and that then reach d. haha~

We were taking steambot there =) the weather was too hot ==" we still eating all these hotty stuffs. hehe~ But, the items there were fresh except for the prawns laaaa. I love the fish ball. OMG. I ate loads of foods. hehe. worthy ^^ only costs almost 20 bucks per person. after finish all the foods we just back to bm. I was totally exhausted because I suffered from insomnia the day before ==" My very first time =)

------------------------------------------
I thought I can just fall on the bed and start my sleeping journey once I reach home. But, haih~ nope~! I still have to talk with them... their problems really make me frustrated. The main is... I can't solve the problems. They always asking me to help them. how????? I really don't know. I think I really hard to involve myself into yours relationship leh. Others can't help you two except yourselves la. I explain hundreds or even thousands times already. But.... they still don't really understand. I was in phone with one of them last night till 1.45 am. Another call rang my phone, my-goodness.. I picked up the phone then start another story to me... talked about 1 hour, ended up the call. finally, I can sleep =) haih~ annoying

-----------------------------------------

But, I get something in the conversation. =) my funny-sweet-bizarre memories when I was working with them. I love the time spent with them.
was like...Lydia
she like to sing 你最珍贵 to us...I miss the tune. haha~!
she like to act this and that. I really laugh like mad whatever she act.
balloon I remember. when we were in sungei wang, she was using the balloon to kacau us. When we stared at her, she start to act annoyed and beat the balloon. pity, rabbit-balloon. really funny. I really felt wanna to roll on ther floor sometimes.

I was missing the time when I was the first time in sunway carnival. we really working stress-free. we do. we just playing the board there with the picture of strawberry. teaching what about the pore on the face, blackhead and loads. haha! We singing there like cricket when there's no people walked through our counter. we were fooling others when they're in conversation. we even adding旁白for animals. loads la~! we all just can't concentrate on working. we kept playing and playing. talking talking talking. i remember we all get separated. haha~ crying at sunshine farlim. haha~! stressful time~ leon can't stop once he started tearing. we were like OMG~!!! tearing turn into laughing like mad. we working till midnight before CNY. we all take the so-so-taste foods at sunshine farlim. we all get scolded when get low sales. we chit chat in mock. talking rubbish but still funny. haha~ Tons of things btw us. I just felt very happy to meet them.
Although something happened in the end, but I really miss my time when working with them. last time, I don't like her to mumble this and that... but, now i miss when she try to mumble to everyone.

haih~! end of the conversation, I felt D-O-W-N. haha~! emo =="


----------------------------------------------

okay, wanna to take a nap. =) need rest as I slept at 3.00++am and woke up at 8.00++am this morning. ==" end up my post here. bye.

Labels: memories ♥, random · life

well, 今天我遇到变态~~为什么好的永远不会轮到我, 给我的就是这些东西....我的天啊~ 这个故事等下讲.

just talk about how do I past my yesterday. about noon, helen was asking me wanna go to pasar malam with them or not. As I had nothing to do, so I just answered okay. mana tau....I get fever in evening. haih~ They fetch me about 9.00++pm. you know what? We were like went there to see how they close their stalls. lol~ haha~ We were too late laaaa! walked about 15 minutes I think, we headed to another place. and, I lost my pretty rm50 at pasar malam I think. Why? I had lost almost rm200 after I start working ==" It's okay, I try to accept the fact that I lost them ya.

Alright, after that we headed to take some food in CK which located at Machang Bubok there. It costs RM19.50 per person. I don't think the food there are fresh. I don't like the prawns which are totally not fresh. We keep fried the chickens and all that. haha~ the oil spurt out all direction. We all tried to avoid it, haha~ And we keep singing there afterward. hehe. cause some of the people there were singing like..... haha~ Then, we stayed there until 12.00++am. When I back till my house was about 1.30am. extremely exhausted.

----------------------------------------------------------------

And, I am going to tell you all~ This world is darned unfair ='( .
Gonna type the story in chinese. So, enjoy it =) ==" and don't laugh at me plssss *evil laugh*
今天起身真的觉得累毙了, 可是没办法要做工啊. 去到那边, 搬copier下来的时候, 竟然没发现到它在漏着ink~~~我的天啊! 我的手都是青色的现在...装了电, 还发现不能用 ==" 浪费很多时间在它身上...结果, 我们用了一些妙计~ 这也给他们想出来, 真的很佩服了. 我还曾经一度以为会因此而收工, 哪里知道原来是我发梦~ haha.

重点来了, 我真的没想到自己还衰没完...给我遇到了一个变态~ 要不是为了签到他, 我真的不想应酬他咧...那时候, 我真的很希望神可以出来就我 arh weiiiii~但是, 就是没有酱的事发生. 所有的痛苦, 只有我自己懂. 他的问题让我真的很无奈, 我真的不懂要用什么词语作答, 我甚至还错口的讲了些华语, 可是他听明白吗? 我还要坐在对面听他讲他的爱情经历, 家庭背景, 为何世界有这样一种人啊...重点是, 还要给我遇到. 他还跟我拿了很多contact, 最终我只能牺牲我的hotmail address. 我真的不懂我能怎样, 我很佩服自己可以处理得那么好. 而且, 我还要坐在他对面看着他手上拿着我其中一个dream phone, 我真的觉得很无奈. 过后看一看他的资料, 还发现他也不年轻~ 刚刚我收到他的信息....真的是晴天霹雳, 我还以为我刚才是给倒反的号码, 哪里知道, 原来我没有!!!!!!!!!! 为什么????? 我到底是要衰到几时啊...拜托~

Why should I experienced this? haih~


My story has ended. I was exhausted today, I felt sleepy all the time. I need some times to rest =) Tomorrow gonna to work? I don't know yet, still waiting for the inform from her. But, I sure that I gonna to sleep after this post =) hehe.

Labels: memories ♥, random · life

Just now hang out with friends to autocity. We took some desserts in ice ice baby. =) met some schoolmates there ^^ Then, we met wayne there coincidence. I thought that I having sight error. Because he said that he will go to singapore or ipoh or whatever today. haha~

Thanks for the bean bear. I had a new toy now *hooray*
Thanks for the wishes.
Thanks for the birthday song from Lydia =)


I am now 18 years old~!

pic of me

first, I wore in blue. But after that, they called change in black.


And, I did it so.

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Here to flashback some nice memories =) I go through almost 4months with them. haha~ I still remember first time I worked at Gurney. I met my senior in the car. I was shocked that time and felt nervous. That time I thought that we were working in a grave environment. But in the end, I found that they were like mad. haha~ playing around and all that. I love this actually =)

用华语写 =)

我还记得第二天做工是做油站. 油站还蛮热的 =.=
虽然做不多, 但是我做的就是很开心 ^^ 做着做着, 我很喜欢自己的做工环境.
刚开始的时候, 我真的实在是不能忍受一些人的不礼貌.
但是慢慢的, 我只能接受这个社会是残酷的.
我脾气不好, 情绪也控制不好, 还好他们都没有嫌弃我 =) hehe


忘了是几时, 我爸爸让我和他们一起去outstation. 我就很开心咯.
我还记得我带着我的bean bear一起去 =) *你是我的眼* 是它的主题曲
我们到了就去sunway piramid shopping. 那次也花了我不少钱 *money gone*MNG, Espirit, Guess, Topshop, Roxy etc etc. 全部给我们走完料~~结果钱也花到七七八八. 我还不懂几时不见了百多块 ='(

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I was not working on that day. Because going to do some survey for INTI college and SEGi college with friends. =) First, we went to INTI and have some discussion on course of marketing. =) ofcourse not mine la, is my friend. *as college is not part of my plan in further study. Then, we headed to SEGi. and we can't found the way go there. But, in the end we found it also la. haha~ She was decided to take the nursing course after we talked about nursing on Wednesday. haih~ about 4 something, everything was settled. haha~ then, we went to Queensbay. =)

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As we were craving that time so, we took our lunch in T bowl. haha~ I love the cheese baked rice there, but I didn't order it as I don't like cheese so much. =( After we finished the food, we just walked around there without direction. And, I had bought a covering powder and some masks from the face shop. Then we walked to watsons. bought a garnier self- heating mask. =) My friend bought a mascara of Marjolica =) haha~
Then, we headed to Autocity. Because we wanna online in Starbucks. We spent 2 hours there to do our things and all that. =)

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-emo-
Really felt not happy recently due to some personal reasons. Haih~~ I don't know what I want actually. I felt boring with my life right now.
I wanna cut my hair short =) Maybe quit the job now.

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