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April 02, 2009 | 12:38 AM
dissapointed *fcuk || Back to top, baby.

As my title 'dissapointed', I really dissapointed with my attitude today. haih~ How come I act like this har??? Sometimes, everything might can be controlled but mine will be excepted. because I am not the others. I try to change myself into another mode when face up obstacles. It might useful but it might opposite too. I duno how to express my feeling to others sometimes. haih~~~ Others might think why you so useless har... Whatever you wanna to think of me, I just let it be. =) It's non of my bussiness!

I was like very happy today when I get know we were going to work at Gurney old wing. I planned that I gonna to 'hunt' for something when lunch time. But unluckily, today I was in a bad mood~~! I was like: penang lang? why so you act like soooo lousy. I just wonder why they won't answered me when i asked them even greet for them.They even not bother me AT ALL!! Why should I beg for you? I feel wanna to scream with them ya! *wth~ If you really feel you don't want, please at least say something like thanks or whatever la. This is better than say nothing at all~ haih~~~ I am here to express my angry-ness. Not to offend siapa-siapa =) Just now I really feel like wanna quit by the time. I really can't stand for it la~ HELP ME!!

Again, I get darned terrible result today. Don't feel wanna to work there again~ Respecting was like not regarded.
*sigh* And, I am sorry about my emotion. I can't controll it very well when face with these people. Ofcourse, I felt dissapointed with my performance too. Sometimes, I really don't understand why I am here to beg people for helping me. But, this maybe is the real of the world which is a big different with school life. It's okay for me! I won't give up easily marhh~*wink Just now, I get know from leader that we have to sms her about how to bring in more sales. haih~ I couldn't think one also until now. This really freak me!

This weekend gonna to work there again. =) Those days will be competitive days again~ I really frustrated with all these things. Frankly, I felt exhausted with these few working months. We have our happy time when working before. But, I felt stressful and stressful when time goes by. Working is full with stress as I know and I have to go through these also. =) I didn't get a good rest when I start working until now. haih~ I may stop for sometimes and get a very good rest then.

Something funny yesterday too. I really felt wanna fainted in a conversation with a customer.
ME: Sir, try to fill in a form and get your free gift right now.
P: Yes? How?
ME: Just fill in a form only. You now got using any master visa?
P: Oh no, I am not using.
ME: So, are you malaysian? (because there's alot of foreigner)
P: No, I just working in Thailand. (then, he talked about his thailand's working there)
ME: ermmm.... really? (because he looks like rich and a chinese what)
P: really la.
ME: doubtful =)
..........................after n minutes, leader came and she asked him. The customer show his credit cards. =.= That time I only think of today is april fool. haha~ This is the only funny customer I met there!

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I wanna try to record my talks to customer later. And try to speak with them just like FRIEND. haih~ They are strangers for me. That's all today =) I am very okay now after express the angry of my mind. hohoho~

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